expect the unexpected

.. thats forsure, thats the best part of life. you dont know what could happen at any moment of the day, but you dont want to waste your time reminesing and dreaming about what could happen. we live in LA where you neeed to make money, or your worthless. something i learned when something very unexpected happened. something i knew was going to happen had no idea that moment was the moment. i guess i had it comming sooner or later right?

i plan on having a lot of fun this weeekend ;]

things dont go according to plan...

.... they just FALL into place.

another lesson learned. im not going to even explain whats bout to happen in a couple weeks. ima just show you. i wanna know what everyones doiing for halloweeen ;]. whoos going to sb?? new years forsure TAO!! ahhh the good weather is backk<3 lets go!



life is tooo goood<3

things are about to be

sooooo right, i promise you!!

it's

haunting me. relly cant sleep now.

see you later

my baby nephew troy<3 he's leaving with his mother for one whole month! when your back your guna be so huge. ima be extra lonley without you =[

hallloooweeeen!!!

is this month!!
HOLLYCRAP.

its no easy beezy.

to let go of something your so use tooo.
i've had to do this a couple few times in my life
but daaamn this time its touughh.
you knoow that feeeling you just gotta get use too?
.. its kinda like an empty feelin?

imagine investing your time, energy, and emotion (110%). to find a fail @ the end. uh wtf? i never failed anything in my life! that feelin is incredibly disapointing. everything that was said and believed as true thoughts/feelings is false. the worse part is all the memories that was made that can be reminisced on. my insecurities are LIVE. & whatever was meant to happen; im ready for, im standing my ground, fighting my battles.

you just gotta keep tellin yourself everything will fall into place, everything happens for a reason.

warning: HATERK. to my few haters, LEAVE!

now back to reality

yay!! considering i have bad luck. i need to go out to keep my miind of this weird ass feelin i got. tooodles<3

best day of my life

NOCTURNAL `09!!





tutus, make up, guhd hur, vitamin water, uggs, binkies, bomb feeez, cuute boys,real friends, good music, & so much more.

there are no words that can explain the experience that i had at Nocturnal. being in the happiest state of mind. having no stress upon my mind and just thinking about the few peoople that i really appreciate in life. its amazing, no drama and theres nothing but positive attitudes everywhere you look, unlesss the dudes throwin up. but forsure i was 100 percent happy, i havent experienced that feeling in a really long time. off top i had the best time everrr!

life is so crazy

that i dont even know where to start. the little things connects to other little things and if you think about it life does flow in a circular pattern. i feel as though im starting to get a real insight of adulthood. and as much as i wanna go back to being a kid its time to move forward and actually grow up. saying it is one thing, doing it is the hard part. nobody enjoys the fact of taking responsiblility and growing up but we all have to do it sooner or laterr right. watch out now its my time to shine.

don't think i forgot

about blogging, its just recently i haven't had the energy to get up and get into detail about anything because ive been living a few carefree months, minding my own business, like the rest of us should do. im not fond with drama and people who like to bring drama. lets keep it push`n yeah? i hope everyone else is enjoying their summer as much as i am. live it up, and its my last week so lets get it pawwwwwwwwpin. =]

tonights

going to be a good good night =]


nothing can go wrong with your with shelly & kammy

summmer o9

by far is the best summer ever.
juhs what a needed before COLLLEGE!


so people, lets get face the facts & get over the DRAMA!! so fuck the haters & enjoy with the lovess. 4real tho, DRAMA BASHIN!.

update

wow, its a beeen a coooooooool ass minute since i last updated. oh my so much has been going on. & so much as happened since the last entry. i cant even explain. especially @ the moment when i recently GRADUATED highschool =] im a freaking adult now. yay! -_- i guess. finallly time is going & everything is settled and just cruising. chillin & relaxin before game time starts. HOPEFULLLy everything is working out for the better =].

class of o9

DAMNNN LETS GO! WE MADE IT.
through ups & downs, thick & thin.

PROM

NEXT WEEKEND.
TOO EXCITED OMG!!


afterPARTY@ WESTIN BONAVENTURE IN DOWNTOWN.

ITS HIT ME TODAY

1. PROM IS THIS MONTH!
(AFTER PROM IS @ THE HILTON NEAR UNIVERSAL STUDIOS)

2. GRADUATION IS NEXT MONTH!
( ITS SUPER BITTERSWEET & IM NOT READY TO CRY YET :'( )

kim kardashian & reggie bush

MAKES ME TRULY JEALOUS!!
IM SUCH A HATER ;[

i have soo much thinking

to do cause reality is guna hit so hard.

MEEET MY HANDSOM NEPHEW.

the newest thug in our family.

& us getting live @ the hospital hahaha