Friday, October 9, 2009

expect the unexpected

.. thats forsure, thats the best part of life. you dont know what could happen at any moment of the day, but you dont want to waste your time reminesing and dreaming about what could happen. we live in LA where you neeed to make money, or your worthless. something i learned when something very unexpected happened. something i knew was going to happen had no idea that moment was the moment. i guess i had it comming sooner or later right?

i plan on having a lot of fun this weeekend ;]

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

things dont go according to plan...

.... they just FALL into place.

another lesson learned. im not going to even explain whats bout to happen in a couple weeks. ima just show you. i wanna know what everyones doiing for halloweeen ;]. whoos going to sb?? new years forsure TAO!! ahhh the good weather is backk<3 lets go!



life is tooo goood<3

things are about to be

sooooo right, i promise you!!

Monday, October 5, 2009

it's

haunting me. relly cant sleep now.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

see you later

my baby nephew troy<3 he's leaving with his mother for one whole month! when your back your guna be so huge. ima be extra lonley without you =[

hallloooweeeen!!!

is this month!!
HOLLYCRAP.

its no easy beezy.

to let go of something your so use tooo.
i've had to do this a couple few times in my life
but daaamn this time its touughh.
you knoow that feeeling you just gotta get use too?
.. its kinda like an empty feelin?


imagine investing your time, energy, and emotion (110%). to find a
fail @ the end. uh wtf? i never failed anything in my life! that feelin is incredibly disapointing. everything that was said and believed as true thoughts/feelings is false. the worse part is all the memories that was made that can be reminisced on. my insecurities are LIVE. & whatever was meant to happen; im ready for, im standing my ground, fighting my battles.


you just gotta keep tellin yourself everything will fall into place, everything happens for a reason.


warning: HATERK. to my few haters, LEAVE!