goood bye 2008

i can confidently say that 2008 was the craziest year of my LIFE. everyone says every year around this time, " this year i learned so much & grew into a better person"... yeah shut up. but honestly this is the year that i have delt with a variety of situations for the better & the worse. having the funniest moments to the saddest moments to the most pissed-off moments. as time did progress i have learned so much and build this whole new outlook on life. i've adapted to nice trusteworthy people, to backstabbers, and of course liars & cheaters. i got my new years resolution, and ima be on it. the main focus for `09 is me . but on a better note i hope everyone has a great new years and be safe tonight.


some pictures:

no body will understand how fed up i am with this year. im ready for it to be over! im fed of these lame ass wannabes/tryhards. leaving all the bullshit that happened in `08 will be the greatest feeling ever. i cannot lie, there was some bomb ass moments in 08, but im ready for the new year.

chillin w/ my peoples keep me sane. the cooll ass night missions, bustin up laughing at the craziest stufff. it's pretty bomb to be carefree and w/ people that have nothing but positive energy. on a level that nobody woud be able to understtand. you already know.

is it me?

. . . or am i trippin?

it does not feel like christmas is nowhere near?? although, im pretty excited for the holidays . . . or i mean the vacation. three weeks of school baby. you know what that means?... three weeks of fun! two top things i need: my red gucci wallet w/ gold gucci signs & hearts all over, and my blackberry bold, oh yes & and i want to get new furniture and redo my whole entire room. thats not too much is it? and i forgot to add lots off mula so i can go shopping.

whos going to vegas after Chrismas??
&& whats up for new years??

okay justin...

Rihanna - Rehab (Official Music Video) (Feat. Justin Timberlake)


like damn justin, didnt know he had it like that.
and might i add rihanna got some bomb ass tattoos

there comes a point where....

you just cant take it anymore

taking things for granted

is something we all do, don't hold grudges because
anything can happen at any time.



RIP Glen Truc<3

tooooo much booooty in the pants

you already know.

Letting It Go...

let go of the smalll little things that get to you everyday,
even if it means some friendships.
people come and people go,
no one is really going to be there forever.
i know, i know better said than done
but just let go, and dont look back.
because at the end no1 matters but yourself.

"who ever has experienced love....

has experienced pain "

damn thats deep!

some words of wisdom from

Andrea Chavez.

... start with striaght shots & then pop bottles

it's fall formal.



i'll update after.

...his swagger is just so right...

this is what i call a "perfect" man.

goood damnnn, i'd kill for one of these.

. . . and the countdown begins

fall formal in 5 days.

im fuhhhckin excited.

you have no idea.

too much to do in such little time.

but everythings falling into place.

no time for little bullshit.

its game time baby.

i misss youu...

sometimes you just dont want too
sometimes you just cant help it.
sometimes things dont go according to plan.
sometimes things are just not ment to be.


i don't know what im saying, whos intoxicated?

A REAL ASS DUDE

ROGELIO LOVE.

Words cannot express how much love i got for this dude. Rogelio Love brings out the best of people and always has a positive attitude, looking on the bright side of life. Unlike most people Rogelio has big dreams that will be achieved in the future. Hes been there for me whenever i needed and has never betrayed me in any way. One of the few i can call real. He has sophisticated way of thinking and respects whomever respects him. Knows when to mess around and when NOT to. Everyone needs this kind of person in life, Thanks Ro<3

http://www.myspace.com/rolovee

second period, computer class

nothing to do, just sippin on my arizona. yumm.

sometimes i wish i could redo the last year of my life.

tomorrrow no schoool, going to shopping for my dress.

its almost here, Fall Formal, lowkey excited!!

so my mother just informed me that

shes not going to be here for thanksgiving

what the fuck? damn buisness women.

its ok she does it for her kids<3

on another note, im starting college applications, and its so scary/sad. THIS IS MY LAST YEAR in highschool! this is when the "adult" life really happens. im still contiplating if i should leave the valley, although my parents dont agree with it. more importantly my success is about to begin,

WELCOME TO THE GOOD LIFE BABY (immaturity not needed)

LACKIN SOME SCHRODY

JESSICA SChRODY.
i freaking miss you!!
come chiilll ;]

feeelin so great.

today would have to be the longest day ever!
i never laughed so much in one day in my life.

at the end of the day reality hit me,
im so over it, im done with lil bullshit.
as a friend would say
"why try? when they've given the cold shoulder"
sometimes it aint even worth it.
eventually you'll learn from your mistakes.
you can say "she did that", cause damn right i did.
there are bigger things to worry about,
and for all the haters, don't worry
ill give you something to really hate on.

jack is just doin jack.

i am soo tiiired

of all these haters. that everyday has something new to say
and would even waste time tryna talk shit, hop of dick por favor
and worry about your no life. please and thankyou.

`09s my year. im almost there, mark my words.

TO DO

- shopping for fall formal dress & shoes
- book my hotel room at the hilton.
- get my oil changed
- make appointment for nails & wax
- start on colllege applications.
- get my blackberry bold.

LIMO MONEY IS DUE FRIDAY NOVEMBER 14 ($32/person)

oh and may i add
whom ever think whatever i gotta say is for attention.
please, get the fuck up out of here and stop reading my posts.
i dont need your attention, or your opinion.

im so sick of ignorant people,

grow the fuck up.

it's time for a change...

OBAMA '08

what a cutie.

it sucks

when you're the one believing the lies.

its very true

when they say
you learn something new
e v e r y d a y

I SEEE

the bombest dudes @ gas stations.
why? idk. get a car and try it.

so i hear you be talking to her?
and i hear you be tryna fucks with her
you aiin't gotta lie to kick it.
YUHHHH DIIIIGGSSS!??

i've had the greatest conversations today.
surround yourself with positivity,
and your mothafawkin straight.

SHE TOOK ONE FOR THE TEAM ;]
you already know, shiet we got needs.

unbelievable

its so unbelievable how much shes been lied to
its so unbelievable how many promises has been broken
its so unbelievable how much she hurts
its so unbelievable how fooled she was
its so unbelievable how she gave you everything
its so unbelievable how much you didn't care
its so unbelievable how much she needs you right now
its so unbelievable how your not there.

its so unbelievable.

can someone tell me what she did wrong?
can someone tell me what she did to deserve this?
cause theres nothing she can do but . . .

i pay for my actions
it is on me.

damn if you only knew.

liars

played, betrayed, used, and more.

you lied to me when you said that
"baby no worries i promise to get us back"

shows and prooves how much you love me.
im starting to think otherwise

fuck it i already am thinking otherwise.
all i wanted was the respect and the care i gave.
t h a t s a l l, thanks anyways.

done, only time will heal.

2nd period

slept horriably,
im so out of it today.
esp, when things are just repeating in the mind.
w h a t t h e f u c k ? !

it would be a lot better if you could just forget.
too bad its easier said than done.

help?

its so funny how at the end of the day.
you don't have anyone, not one person.

g o n e. d o n e. m a d. s a d. c o n f u s e d.

f o c u s e d. l o s t. just too much @ once.


help! por favor?

this week

occupied

this place that we live.
its a shady ass place.

;]

is it me? or did October come out of nowhere.
and halloween is around the corner,
why don't it feel like it?
what is everyone going to bee?

super excited for this weeek!!

skatenight was funn ;]
pictures are up.
http://www.s359.photobucket.com/albums/oo32/jacklovess/skatenight/

freeezing

sometimes you tell yourself
lies to keep yourself satisfied.
you block yourself from reality.
maybe something you want to
believe isn't ... just isnt . . . true

face it, and leave it alone
only time will heal
go out and forget.
DON'T LET IT PHAZE YOU.

yay! it's cold again.
im excited for this cold weather!
universal tonight.
ready to die, of scaredom? hahah
oh yess & i cant forget.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JELANI<3

chillin

chiillll day you can say.
also, weiiird.
can someone please tell me why!
it wass soo damn coold tonight?

don't let it phase you

i've had a rough morning.
but i've had enough talking about
negative b u l l s h i t.
i've cried it all out, im over it.

wonderful

i think something was up in the air this weekend.
is it me? or did everyone have a pretty bomb weekend?
uh yeah, get on my level.

im done

my insecurities has taken over.
it's come to the point where i feel so ugly.
to the point where i feel used.
maybe even to the point where i'm depressed.

it doesn't take that much to make me happy.
i just need someone real by my side.
when i say real i mean someone that is mature
that understands me.
someone that dosnt play games
with me or my emotions...

anyways, im really looking into leaving
this valley and going to college else where.
who knows maybe thats the best thing.

g'damn so sexy.

Bon Qui Qui

tomorrows friday!! i've been so freaking exhausted like i've beeen super laggin on the snooze though. tomorrow dinner at bjs! PAZOOOKIEE time. the besttt thing ever made in history. ;] one i have to figure out what ima wear for senior skate night. and ineeda find my fall formal dress.

MAXXIN&RELAXIN

it's so weird how today feels like sunday. THANKS to all Jews!! for making today possible. im maxin and relaxin before wack ass school tomorrow. today was a relaxin ass day wearing some comfortable as clothes. and unfortunely my camera is currently broken and i dont have any pictures =[.

things to remember:
Oct. 15: Senior Skate Night
Nov. 22: Fall Formal
(Note that all people that are going in our limo it's $32.00 - $35.00 dollars. Also everyone will be dropped off at the Hilton Hotel at the end of the night where most of us will be staying. Each room would approx be $119.00.)
Oct. 31: Halloween (still have to figure out what im going to be)

have you ever felt like your life is almost perfect? and theres just that one thing that keeps that from happening? and like theres nothing you can really do to make that perfect. oh boy it's frustrating. im glad i had a chill ass weekend. esp how i've been so easily frustrated or annoyed. food has been a big factor to my good weekend ;]. my mentallity is changing, and is nothings guna phase me.

do not let shit phase you.
& you're straight

;]

hellloooo world. it's monday. no waiit its tuesday.
im here once again with my PARTNA michelle.
ooooooh shiiiet the sky is bomb tooooniight.
i feeeel some what dizzy, i had a really annoying day
and turned into a sweet to sour

my goodness.

currently: 12:31, im finally laying comfortably on my bed. and i gotta say im pretty damn exhausted. well my body is but my minds wide awake. tell me why god really wanted today to be a good day for me, like i found 20 dollars on the floor today when i just ran out of money like zero dollars broke. and i just found a 20 like wtf?

but haters wanna ruin my shiit. like for real people are soo fucking immaature. GROW the fuck up! im sick of these immature ass ignorant ass haters. lol anyways. this world is fake, and im sick and tired of it. lol REALLSHIT. fuuuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it!! im soo overrrr itt! lol

RIGHT NOW, the view is bomb. right now, at this point the only thing that matters is ME. right now, it's perfect.

i love her . . .

Amalie Kohout<3>

fakes

im trying to start studying for my Econ test tomorrow morning, 1st period. but g'damn im so distracted by having this lap top sitting next to me and the t.v turned on with A Walk To Remember on. ugh, arghhh noooo goood.

im pretty content with my life. i got the people that i need to keeep me happy. and im really proud of my parents and their success, and how they continue to succeed. honestly, i came to realize i dont need anyone, life goes on. i've been through the most and will go through more.

and for you fakes out there. nothing to say, it sucks when you realize how fake and grimey yall muhfuggas can be. you cann always pretend like youre good and you have the perfect life when the truth only reveals, and you'll take it up the assss. it's okay i've been fooled plenty of times by yall muhhfuggas. hahaha. you can come telling me all this bs. lol stfu. you are donzo, so dont waste your time. period point blank.

too much ahead, and too much money to make; best believe. jack's guna bee superr ballllin. mark my words.

on a happy note. tomorrows friday and should be very interesting. ;] pretty excited.uh oh, i have to really start studying. haha peace♥

Making the Band

who saw the new episode of making the band today?
tell me why most you guys are jealous. cause you already know.. i am ;[ how freaking cute and romantic is Q? like you dudes need to get on his level and learn about a womens needs. it really dosn't take much to make a female happy. well i can't speak for all of us. but it dosnt take much to make most of us happy.

advice: surprise her (you can always tell her a girl you love her, and explain how much she means to you, for it to be actually be true, you have to show it)

im tired of this valley full of players. where getting more girls is more important than anyones actual feelings. everyone seems to have a "player" mentality and im not diggin it. its unbelievable how grimy these people get. and when someone really likes another, they wanna put up a front, just so they can get the "ima boss" perspective.like get the fuck over it, thats a real bitch.

anyways. . . it's a beautiful night. it's a perfect clear dark night, and the clear night is brightened by the city lights. its one thing i can call 100 percent p e r f e c t . i never thought that even existed.

reasons.

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break time.

it's currently 11:26 & im doing homework.
honestly, i don't even complain about the
homework im given because i dont ever
get it anymore. uh, senior year. . . is the
S H I Z N I T S! advice to underclasses.
4classes senior year, DO IT! anypoo . . .

i think i found my s t r e s s r e l e i f .
its a secret though.

so i finally found my fall formal date,
(he left me for kyle though) assholes.
met his sweeetheart mother<3 and
the cutest siblings.
it's crazy how great we get along. j<3

i think its time for every one to mature and get over the stupid little bullshit. because immaturity gets you nowhere but in a pile full of drama poo. think about it kids, for real think about it.

ima get back to homework, in the meantime i'm talking to vie.

3:01

lap tops come in handy! right now its 3:01
& and im sitting here comfortably with my
hoooodrat hoochie mama, M I C H E L L E
_______it's crazy how much you see and
realize when your in a different state of mind.

now it's 4:11 and i can't sleep! yup another one of these nights.
michelle knocked out. i think i am going to try to stop thinking
(im doing it way to much), these crazy thoughts are running
through my mind!! ahh my brain is about to blow up.

endless night

these past few nights have been . . . e n d l e s s.
why? idk, you tell me. i've been major super lackin on the snooze.
i created this account to occupy me for tonight.
and hopefully other nights when i dont got shit to do.
oh and special thanks to Vivian T.

which reminds me, i think i found gods masterpeice.
his name is TYSON BECKFORD. no words can express how, how....
uhhh howww... how beyond perfect he is.
will you marry me?