it sucks

when you're the one believing the lies.

its very true

when they say
you learn something new
e v e r y d a y

I SEEE

the bombest dudes @ gas stations.
why? idk. get a car and try it.

so i hear you be talking to her?
and i hear you be tryna fucks with her
you aiin't gotta lie to kick it.
YUHHHH DIIIIGGSSS!??

i've had the greatest conversations today.
surround yourself with positivity,
and your mothafawkin straight.

SHE TOOK ONE FOR THE TEAM ;]
you already know, shiet we got needs.

unbelievable

its so unbelievable how much shes been lied to
its so unbelievable how many promises has been broken
its so unbelievable how much she hurts
its so unbelievable how fooled she was
its so unbelievable how she gave you everything
its so unbelievable how much you didn't care
its so unbelievable how much she needs you right now
its so unbelievable how your not there.

its so unbelievable.

can someone tell me what she did wrong?
can someone tell me what she did to deserve this?
cause theres nothing she can do but . . .

i pay for my actions
it is on me.

damn if you only knew.

liars

played, betrayed, used, and more.

you lied to me when you said that
"baby no worries i promise to get us back"

shows and prooves how much you love me.
im starting to think otherwise

fuck it i already am thinking otherwise.
all i wanted was the respect and the care i gave.
t h a t s a l l, thanks anyways.

done, only time will heal.

2nd period

slept horriably,
im so out of it today.
esp, when things are just repeating in the mind.
w h a t t h e f u c k ? !

it would be a lot better if you could just forget.
too bad its easier said than done.

help?

its so funny how at the end of the day.
you don't have anyone, not one person.

g o n e. d o n e. m a d. s a d. c o n f u s e d.

f o c u s e d. l o s t. just too much @ once.


help! por favor?

this week

occupied

this place that we live.
its a shady ass place.

;]

is it me? or did October come out of nowhere.
and halloween is around the corner,
why don't it feel like it?
what is everyone going to bee?

super excited for this weeek!!

skatenight was funn ;]
pictures are up.
http://www.s359.photobucket.com/albums/oo32/jacklovess/skatenight/

freeezing

sometimes you tell yourself
lies to keep yourself satisfied.
you block yourself from reality.
maybe something you want to
believe isn't ... just isnt . . . true

face it, and leave it alone
only time will heal
go out and forget.
DON'T LET IT PHAZE YOU.

yay! it's cold again.
im excited for this cold weather!
universal tonight.
ready to die, of scaredom? hahah
oh yess & i cant forget.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JELANI<3

chillin

chiillll day you can say.
also, weiiird.
can someone please tell me why!
it wass soo damn coold tonight?

don't let it phase you

i've had a rough morning.
but i've had enough talking about
negative b u l l s h i t.
i've cried it all out, im over it.

wonderful

i think something was up in the air this weekend.
is it me? or did everyone have a pretty bomb weekend?
uh yeah, get on my level.

im done

my insecurities has taken over.
it's come to the point where i feel so ugly.
to the point where i feel used.
maybe even to the point where i'm depressed.

it doesn't take that much to make me happy.
i just need someone real by my side.
when i say real i mean someone that is mature
that understands me.
someone that dosnt play games
with me or my emotions...

anyways, im really looking into leaving
this valley and going to college else where.
who knows maybe thats the best thing.

g'damn so sexy.

Bon Qui Qui

tomorrows friday!! i've been so freaking exhausted like i've beeen super laggin on the snooze though. tomorrow dinner at bjs! PAZOOOKIEE time. the besttt thing ever made in history. ;] one i have to figure out what ima wear for senior skate night. and ineeda find my fall formal dress.